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2008 Prophecy Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Hi, I hope each of you had a great holiday time and the New Year is starting out with a good jolt. Those of you that did not clean out your closet prior to the first have the first 6 weeks of this year to get it done. I know that many of you have contacted me about things falling in these first few weeks, but pick it up and get it done for a better 2008. We are trying something new for the prophecy and it is being posted so you can down load it and actually hear Ethan’s words of wisdom. Hope you enjoy this and if so we will possibly do some more in the future. Let us know how you like it. The best of 2008 and know it is a new beginning, so get off to a good start. Love and Blessings to all of you Marilyn |
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The gaping hole of pain that is left when our dreams and expectations for the future are torn apart is a raw part of life we must deal with. It does not always have to be a death, but the end of a relationship, broken promises, and unfulfilled dreams. These “gaps” in our lives lead us to view ourselves as victims, stop any forward growth, and create bitterness seeking revenge. All of these reactions are more harmful to us than the actions of others. The journey that begins the healing process begins outwardly and moves into the center of our being. Reintroducing ourselves to the world, joining in their laughter, and breathing clear air begin the journey. Our brain only believes what we tell it and rejoining the world says we are acceptable and so are you. The pain of disappointment may never go away, but it does not have to incapacitate the remaining part of your mortal life. Bring to the surface all the memories that you have locked away because it hurts so much to remember. The pain is not from the memory but the reminder to yourself that no new memories will be made so you must protect the old ones. The fear that if you share them they will somehow begin to fade blocks your recovery. Don’t hide from the painful memories or the ones you consider disloyal, those memories that make the departed less than a saint, but a total human being. The good with the bad makes a whole person, one who experimented in life, made choices some good some bad. When the pain we are experiencing is so dreadful, we cannot fathom a return to normalcy. It is like quick sand sucking us into the black void, but the pain continues. This is when we seek out relief that is only found in the shadows of our pain. On TV of all places, I heard an explanation of the truth versus lies; it is the best I have heard. Living in lies is living in the dark and when the truth is presented it blinds us and seems harsh. A truth about the pain of loss is that you will live through it, even if you choose not to. The pain will not take your life, but it can destroy the happiness of those you share life with and the darkness becomes comforting, because it never blinds you with the truth. Celebrating the life you had before the loss is very important. In appreciating what you have lived your open the door for more happiness in the future. Living in the darkness of victim mentality does not show you a joy filled future and kills the dreams of a lifetime. Do you really believe that the person who left wanted that for you? When souls physically depart the earth they do not leave lusting for your failure and misery, but for you to dance in the light of truth and envision all you truly can accomplish and contribute in your life. Perhaps you have lost a child. You were a good parent and helped a child grow and learn share your parenting tips with others. Buy playground equipment and dedicate it not to your child’s memory, but the memories other children will make from playing. Do not forget any siblings, for they have lost an important element in their lives and need to be reminded they are important and you are glad they are there with you. Look beyond the narrow confines of your body and see the areas you can light with the love you have to share. If you are feeling anger that keep bubbling to the top perhaps you can remember something the departed hated (peas, plastic ware, fancy clothes, TVs, tapes) it doesn’t matter what. Buy, gather, make, and barter, whatever it takes to collect a lot of the items so despised. Take these items to a safe space and smash, burn, batter, heave, drown, squash, destroy in any fashion that does not harm another. Yell at them how horrible they are how glad you are they are gone and put all the anger you have into this act of revenge. Anything that did not pleasure the one you have said goodbye to is a worthy target. You can go to places that once held joy for you and feel horrible or you can take someone and share the good memories you have from being there before. Cook favorite foods and thoroughly enjoy the pleasure of preparation and consumption. The other day once more the TV brought a lesson. My grandmother made southern baked spaghetti and it was my favorite. I had not thought of it for quite some time and had no idea how she made this unbelievable creation of symphonic flavors. Right there in TV land Paula Dean made baked spaghetti, I could smell it and my mouth began to water in anticipation and then I cried. My grandmother couldn’t make it for me, but I sure did remember her and feel her, it was a great moment. At 65, I felt like I was 6 and very loved. Don’t hide from the great memories, even the tears feel good. It is in your allowing a whole person to be remembered that you visit your special well. That well is filled with all the memories that empower you to live your life with the experiences and lessons shared, even the painful ones.
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